soulmate

Turn Left Turn Right 

Kubahagia kau telah terlahir di dunia

dan kau ada di antara milyaran manusia

dan ku bisa dengan radarku menemukanmu

( Maudy Ayunda - Perahu kertas )

future husband

No, I'm not single. I am in a long distance  relationship because my husband lives in the future.

Okay, future husband, you can stop playing hide and seek now...

There's No Longer 'WE'

We laughed together, before we even said 'hi'.
We then parted, before we even get connected.
We wasted our times, before we started treasuring them.
We fought for moments, before we began to cherish one.
We wondered why things felt so wrong, before we figured what's right.
We tried to shorten the distance, before we even began to walk.

We gradually forgot to laugh, forgot to treasure,
forgot what it feels like to feel so right,
and forgot to take that step.

We wasted our times, we fought,
we felt so wrong, and we got tired of the distance.

We then bid our goodbyes,
before we have a chance to say another 'hi'.
And the story has to end here, because there's no longer 'we',
from now on, there's only you, there's only me, and everything in between... if there's any.

Dear you, you'll always remain as my favorite worst nightmare.
Don't let anybody- not even me- tell you otherwise.

broken angel

Patah hati ini begitu singkat. Sangat sangat sangat singkat. Sebenarnya ini bukan disebut patah hati. Tapi lebih baik disebut menyerah.

Sudah sering aku berdoa kepada Tuhan agar aku jangan lagi mencintai seseorang yang salah. Jangan lagi berharap pada orang yang salah.

Tapi kenapa dia yang selalu hadir dipikiranku setiap aku berdoa. Setiap malam sebelum tidur, setiap pagi bangun tidur, dan setiap menjalani aktivitas dia selalu muncul. Muncul dalam pikiran, merasuk ke jiwa, bersemayam di hati, dan berakhir dengan air mata.

Patah hati ini begitu singkat. Sesingkat mengakhiri pembicaraan yang baru saja kita mulai. Sesingkat senyum yang kau beri ketika kita bertemu. Sesingkat jarak pandangmu kepadaku.

Bukannya aku selalu berusaha agar aku terlihat ada didepanmu? Agar aku bukan sebagai bayang angin lalu saja. Tapi ceritanya berkata lain. Walau aku ada disekitarmu, aku tetap saja tak ada.

Patah hati ini begitu singkat. Aku mau mengakhirinya saja. Tapi kalau suatu hari nanti, dan yaa aku yakin suatu hari nanti kita akan bersama, aku yakin itu karena disetiap doaku ada namamu selalu kuselipkan.

Patah hati ini tak akan pernah ku sesalkan. Ini selalu membuatku bahagia. Air mata yang jatuh diakhiri senyuman. Patah hati singkat ini juga akan diakhiri dengan bahagia.

I've learned

I've learned that no matter what happens, or how bad it seems today, life does go on, and it will be better tomorrow.
I've learned that making a "living" is not the same thing as making a "life"

I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance.

I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw something back.

I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one.

I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone.

I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

(Maya Angelou)

.....just friends

Nobody wants to hear this, but sometimes the person that you want most is the person that you're best without.  How can you be friends with someone if every time you look at them, it makes you want them even more? how can you lose something that you never had?.. And tell me why everytime I find someone that I like, we always end up just being friends..?

Dear God, why him?

500 days of summer

One day

Dear John

Titanic

never let me go